Thus this 21, I start looking for love
Not ordinary love like mommy fwends n relatives
This is love a guy that I don’t hve any kind of blood relations
Love of a guy that flew all over my heart, my head n even my whole body
The huge remain love that I left after my mommy
Right now I just wanted it so badly till I cant wait even one second
This is the future from the past
The past that make me cry n still thinking of it even right now
The past that always follow me bcause he still everywhere
The past that hold me tightly until now
The past of the ring that I still wearing wherever I go
Thus that,
Wanna get rid all his present
Wanna get rid all his air
Hope of his vanishing so I can continue to the future
Bcause he become big troublesome in my small heart
By then I could grab the future in front of me without hesitate
Searching . . . . . for one beautiful love